Olivia Fleur

L'appel du vide

8:11 pm

Link to spoken word

Sometimes I feel

The call of the void

L'appel du vide

The French make it sound so... Beautiful

Jump

It ushers me in

Jump

The feeling of complete nothingness encompasses me

From a precipice

it all seems so easy

Just. Jump

All my problems

Pressure from a life, incomplete

Gone

Just one leap

I begin to imagine myself

Falling from such distance

And as soon as I hit the ground

*breath in*

A breath of life? fills my lungs

All the moments I would miss

The birthdays the laughter the love

Gone

Just one leap

And I realise I have more to live for

L'appel du vide

They say it's normal

I say it's healthy

Imagining yourself falling from a great distance

Because being so close to death

Forces you to see life

La Diabla

6:12 pm

You don't wanna fall in love with me

Trust me

I'll make you reconsider every belief you had of love

I'll destroy you

You'll see me

A pretty face

Cute smile

Almost angelic

But that's how the devil gets you, you know

That's how I get you

I'll come to you as everything you've ever wanted

But I'm the girl your mother warned you about

I'll whisper in your ear

And make you want to sin

Disguised behind a veil of your every desire

"Cute model bitch"

I'll enchant you with the mellifluous echoes of my voice

You'll be in oblivion

Blinded by all that I am

I'll hold your heart in the palm of my hands

I'll keep you warm for a while

Then when I'm done with it

I'll crush it

Like it was nothing

Like you were nothing

And then

Only then will you see

The nefarious shadows hidden behind my eyes

Only then will you see

The blackness in my soul hidden behind this angelic face

You don't wanna fall in love with me

Trust me

Soulmate

9:23 pm

Essences of you ricochet through my existence

Every corner of your soul I've once touched

Every heart you have owned I've once resided in;

The defective and the healthy

I've known you and I've loved you lifetime after lifetime

So finding you in this life will be like finding that one missing piece

To the puzzle that is me

Seeing you in this life will be like looking upon an angel

That's how you know, you know?

You feel it in your bones

It may take a while to figure out

But amidst all the phonies I'll know you're real

- Olivia Fleur

Freefalling

9:38 pm

I could tell she was no good

It was in the way she put her words together

So sweet

Too sweet

To the point where she could rot your heart from one bite

And that enticed me

See I'm a risktaker

The girl that lives for danger

The adrenaline junkie

That loves the Unknown

The unsafe

The void in this world that no one dares enter

And she possessed all those qualities

I couldn't help but be intrigued

Being with her was like freefalling

Not knowing what would happen at the bottom

But the fall

Oh, the fall was what kept me going

Brown eyes

11:56 pm

I'd never heard something so true until someone said once

"brown eyes are just brown eyes,

until you love someone with brown eyes."

Images of you animated my mind

I thought of the fire that burned in your eyes

The fire that I fell in love with

The depths of your soul written in your eyes

For only those who truly know you to see

You called them average and that always troubled me

See, how could the gateways to a soul so majestic as yours be average?

They may be just brown eyes to others

But to me I see you in them

That makes them more beautiful than renaissance architecture

That makes them more coveted than pure gold

That makes them so much more than just brown eyes

- Olivia Fleur

The fourth dimension

6:00 pm

Memories of time past are not tangible
You can't feel her lips on your forehead from your minds
recollection of blissful moments that were
Memories are figments of the past and can never be present
although they can be imitated, imitations have never been
worth more than an original
We are taught that time moves in a constant horizontal manner
second by second, minute by minute
you cannot exchange time from your future in return for relived
minutes from your past
to correct that one minuscule moment
The moment that caused the butterfly effect to send a ripple of
damage that brought us to this very moment
See we were travelling with that one tiny snowball
not knowing it would grow to destroy us
If only we were four dimensional creatures
we could go back and correct our mistakes

Olivia Fleur

About me

Hi everyone my names Olivia and I'm a model and aspiring poet. poetry is something I've loved for years and I'm finally starting to take my writing serious. One of my goals is to release a best selling anthology one day. I hope you all enjoy my writing and stay happy no matter what x

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